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- Mood:
optimistic
My heart ripped up in loneliness.
My dream shuttered by the lightning.
My eyes are soared by rain.
My body stirred by storm.
My magic was lost
Don't blink your eyes it can be dangerous
Don't move it will destroy your emotions
Don't open your mouth it will take your breath away
Don't lie down worms are waiting for you.
Strange sounds are now starting to whisper again.
Here comes the storm again threatening the nature.
Frightening the helpless, scaring deaf, hurting the blind.
The cycle of the season is not over never tired of wiping away the leaves.
Rains keep on forming like hail in the midst of spring
Bush is burning in the midst of winter
Ice is rolling in the midst of summer.
The clock is running counter clockwise to make it happen again.
- Mood:
rejected
Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace
I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you
You should know better
Dream of better lives the kind which never hate
You should see why
Dropped in the state of imaginary grace
You should know better
I made a pilgrimage to save this humans race
You should see why
What I'm comprehending a race that was long gone by
I'll stop the world and melt with you (let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you
The future's open wide (The future's open wide)
The future's open wide
hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world
I'll stop the world
BY: Daniel Powter
You packed your last two bags.
A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud,
But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like your
moving out of time,
And the whole word
crumbles right beneath you.
So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.
I hope you find
whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from
and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights
that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way,
I'll leave one on for you.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see
that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon
The friendship of Libra and Sagittarius can be paradise found for both friends; this combination is a harmonious one, to say the least. Sagittarius is a journeyer, constantly in search of wisdom. Libra contributes the findings of a keen mind to the friend's shared experiences. Lots of action helps to keep their friendship feeling new, but a strong current of understanding will make it even better as the two share more adventures. Libra must be constantly wary of being led into questionable activities by the ever-impetuous Sagittarius. Reaching new horizons is important to both Libra and Sag, and personal experience is priceless.
Libra and Sagittarius make very good friends. They understand each other, and both view life with optimism and enthusiasm. Problems are rare, but sometimes Libra may be too emotionally controlling for Sagittarius. On the other hand, Libra is more sensitive; Sagittarius must be careful to think before they speak and say something too blunt or hurtful. Libra will be the first to step down rather than provoking a conflict or a confrontation. Even when they do have problems, these friends can forgive and forget easily. Both can get over their disagreements quickly and completely.
Libra is ruled by Venus, and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. Venus' femininity and Jupiter's masculinity make these signs compatible and balanced. Jupiter is about philosophy, teaching and understanding, so Sagittarius likes to understand new and different things. Venus is about love, romance and beauty. Whenever Libra comes up with a new idea -- as they are wont to do -- Sagittarius is eager to go along with their friend and become familiar with this new concept.
Sheep & Dragon
The Sheep and the Dragon can be highly compatible, but the strength of their relationship may rely on whether the Sheep will accept the Dragon's strong, protective influence. The Sheep has a rather independent nature and doesn't like to be bullied by anyone. The Dragon isn't a bully but does have a particularly forceful personality; the trick with this relationship is to maintain a balance of intimacy and independence.
As lovers, especially if they live together, these two can do very well together. The Sheep, being of a sensitive, artistic temperament, tends to be something of a worrier. This Sign may really appreciate having someone so fiery and strong to lean on as the Dragon. The Dragon, in turn, will certainly appreciate the way the Sheep makes their home comfortable and artistically decorated. The Sheep needs to feel admired and appreciated by a lover, and the Dragon feels and expresses everything in an immediate way. The Sheep will never have to wonder where it stands in the Dragon's heart.
As business partners, these two can make a good team because of their complementary differences. The Dragon is intelligent and an initiator; this Sign is a natural front person for any business due to its energy and its urge to be in power. The Sheep likes to be in control of things as well but also tries to avoid conflict whenever possible; this Sign will likely be content with controlling things behind the scenes. The Sheep's creative mind will constantly think up new innovations for the business and the Dragon's energy will keep things moving forward. The Dragon is also very lucky with money.
You And I Both lyrics
Songwriters: Mraz, Jason;
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing out the whole thing
Oh but at often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love
Oh the love that I love, yeah
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see now
Oh love, love, you and I, you and I
Not so little, you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally de de de de de de
Well I'm almost finally finally
Well I am free, oh I'm free
And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephone
Well, they're workin it both ways
But if I never, ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Finally found you someone else and that's okay
'Cause I'll remember everything you sang
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally de de de de de de
Well I'm almost finally, finally out of words
I'm just sharing this its been 10 years since I found these tips from the web. I found this from my package I brought when I had my holiday..so amazing that I still kept the original print out just simply typed written in a piece of paper but words has been my guiding principles since I started my passion in business. The memory was a reflections of my success in business every single word written by the author was engraved to my heart results was the manifestations - that it is all true if we just believe in our dream.
Now, I decided to laid out and frame it share to my readers,, so funny that my son still remember that I applied it to him without knowing that some of it are already part of his principles in life. Now, that i' am in the process of reformatting my business concept those guiding principles will become my inspirations, motivations, and tools to make it happen. The theoretical idea I experienced ruled by those guidelines clearly described on how I managed adversity despite constraint. It was that piece of paper hanging in my office before that I always looked and feel rejuvenated whenever failures, mistakes will come unexpectedly. However accepting that its not really that easy, the guidelines would always remind me that - "success is 99% made up of failures" never did i retreat nor surrender in the end everything would always fell into the right place.
I'm not perfect as we always describe nobody's perfect coz the other side of me applying those principles in real life is not that easy unlike in business. I tend to become the opposite of what the guide would describe me..I felt i need a booster to feel better. Today, I carefully read every single word just realized that I need to apply every word that has been written no matter in life or in business it keeps my sanity, provides energy, and keeps me grounded. Now, i feel rejuvenated, no one can influence my decisions, it is nobody's business..can hurt people who doesn't know me at all.. but I don't care as long as the dream catcher hanging in my wall symbolizing my dream is just within my reach no one can't stop me.
Mother – word that inspire me to trace the origin of the word and I found the origin amazingly described on how we combine two words that has become the most respected individual not even opposite gender could probably match females’ ability to bear a child.
Latin mater and many similar maternal words contain the worldwide etymon ma ‘breast’ + ter an Indo-European agent suffix, so that the etymological meaning of the word mother is ‘breast-feeder.
Mother bears you inside her womb for nine months. She suffered physical pain, as well as emotional pain. She rubbed her tummy at night patiently talking to you smiling when you kick her tummy. She indulged herself with healthy food sometimes not her taste, ignoring her wants just to nourish you with the right nutrients. She ignores her growing belly, darkening armpit not to mention always grouchy. She loved wearing her big outfit proud that she’s becoming a full pledged woman. Her transformation was truly manifestation of her womanhood because not everyone is blessed to bear a child.The anticipated day was exciting everyone is waiting knowing pain that she’s going through seemed forgotten fact. The sweat and tears running on her face trying to ignore the pain just to make sure she’s going to discharge you in good conditions. The process was really uncomfortable yet she’s emotionally ready to see you face-to-face. Once she heard sound of a tiny voice pain was replaced by joy, grouch face was replaced by a huge smile and impatience was finally replaced by excitement - waiting was finally over.
She finally touches you, embracing you tightly in her arms, without blinking her eyes. Then, she gave you her first breast milk the experience was ecstatic, she is looking at you like an angel. She tirelessly feed you, change you when you’re wet, not having a normal sleep always looking after you. She gave you endless care; endless love and never ending hug and kisses. She walks with you all throughout the years, never tired of watching over you. She protect you from any eventualities, always ready to give you comfort whenever you need it.
She finally touches you, embracing you tightly in her arms, without blinking her eyes. Then, she gave you her first breast milk the experience was ecstatic, she is looking at you like an angel. She tirelessly feed you, change you when you’re wet, not having a normal sleep always looking after you. She gave you endless care; endless love and never ending hug and kisses. She walks with you all throughout the years, never tired of watching over you. She protect you from any eventualities, always ready to give you comfort whenever you need it.
This is you mum, our mum, my mum, I am also a mum too. All mum had gone through the same process they just brought us in their own individual way; indeed it serves as an inspiration and guidance for all women who aspire to become mum someday. The process was difficult but the results were always crowning glory for every mother. Hope that each and everyone will always treat every mum with high respect because she’s entirely unique in every ways; she’s entitled to be recognized without them no one will ever exist.
We should love them the way Jesus loved her mother, blessed are you among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus.
Happy Mothers Day!
We Struggle, we grow anxious, we grow tired.
We are exhausted, we are distressed, we despair.
We give up, we fall down, we let go.
We cry, We are empty, we grow calm
We are ready, We wait quietly.
A small. shy truth arrives. Arrives from
without and within. Arrives and is born.
Simple, steady, clear, Like a mirror, like a bell,
like a flame. Like a rain in summer.
A precious truth arrives and is born within us.
Within our emptiness.
We accept it, we observe it, we absorb it.
We surrender to our bare truth.
We are nourished, we are changed. We are blessed.
We rise up
For this we give thanks...
(Leunig)
..Thanks Val
- Mood:creative
Yes, dreams is real you just have to believe in your own dreams you can make it happen. Many things can be gained from dreams you can make the person in your dream really happy just the thoughts that someone made a dream about you..you feel special. You are connected without doubt you can have your dreams come true just a matter of trust in your faith.
Dreams can inspire you, it can scare you as well not all dreams are made in heaven, indeed it stimulate your spirit to make you feel better. ,,,,
I may not always agree with his principle in life but I always treasure his dedication, perseverance, determination to send four siblings in the best career that everyone is really proud of. He remarkably produced results that he can be proud of; a successful Lawyer a mirror image of The Man of The Day, a successful Doctor who made his name and become highly respected in his chosen field, a successful Food Technologist who successfully gained International recognition acquiring mastery from US and other countries, lastly his outcast daughter whom I know he silently whisper his admiration for strong willed, bullheaded always doing the opposite but always winner in proving herself that she may be different but she has her own way of achieving her own success.
He can be totally tough, softer side is not totally seen. He can not give away his pride, yet submissive to our wish. He can not be both Father and Friend, yet he will listen if you are right. He can not be expressive of his thoughts, yet his actions speak louder than his words. We may not always agree - at the end he will just whisper his wish. He may not be an ideal man for me, yet he brought success in our life which is something irreplaceable because third generations are enjoying it right now!
In the midst of my journey, he is always ready to rescue but not with justice because he's not really perfect. In my healing journey I started to realized his imperfection is just a dot in the middle of a white paper how could I missed that huge white space that he has given us all throughout this year. Maybe I duplicated pieces of his personality, something that is useful in my current journey for no apparent reason I don't want to recognized the fact. Maybe he was right in every way he just send it the wrong way. Maybe I am different because I'm longing for the lost days wherein he was working 24/7 away from home not thinking this is the reward that he gave us all. Maybe I lost those days that he should have been there whenever the PTA meeting was called but then as a child I don't really understand 'hard work' at all.
So many things that could have been done from the past but today as he celebrate the day he was born even my situation is miles away from where he is now..hope that happiness is in his heart.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TATAY
- Mood:
thoughtful
A situation draws closer, making you anxious and excited all at once. As you leave something or someone behind, a chapter closes and the prospect of change provides a much-needed emotional boost
- horoscope for d day
As I read my horoscope for the day it was awakening, justifying my actions I made recently something that I’m looking forward to unload traces of impurities in my heart. It is interesting not only God is working hard to purify me; planet Venus is influencing my desire to define my future as perfect as it can be. The untoward incident becomes my oxygen and power to face future without leaving traces of impurities from my past. The process took decades it has become my twin shadow not wanting to let go. I'm always running away thinking it was the right thing to do but I always end-up embracing my own. The pain has always been my confidant afraid of loosing, notwithstanding destroying my spirit, body rejecting food, eating my cell brain like a monster, forcing me to go to epoch wherein I’m confined with pain - making me sick again which something I need to stop.
Being sucker with pain is something I need to let go not good for my senses. Having black shadow as my twins I need to detach my body to unload traces of yoke. Being susceptible to them is something I need to fight otherwise I keep on hurting innocent victim. I know it’s going to be tough, results might not be pleasurable but it can purify my intention to move freely without trepidation. Letting them out of my system will surround my body with spirit of joy, happiness without reservation will become totally mine, healing will finally achieve, renewal will start in purity.
Having said that, all I can dream is a happy ending the purpose is not to inflict disease but rather spread the word of healing….
May God inspire me when i feel down, encourage when i fell like quitting,
and guide me when all things become confusing. Stay happy coz that's how
God wants us to be.
-sent-by: me
Today is God's answer to last night's prayer.. to live another day, to recover
wasted chances, to forgive and be forgiven,
and to say "thank you Lord"
-sent by: NM
I will strengthen u, surely I will uphold u with my righteous right hand
Isaiah 41:10 Jesus never fail
-sent by: AS
Everyday is a gift from God quit looking for what's wrong in life & start being grateful
for what's right. When u do d right thing with right motives, there's no limit to what God
will do in your life. Surely u will bloom where u are planted and u will become
blessing to all those around u
-sent by: NM
Don't let Satan gets near you. Our real identity is to love without fear and insecurity.
Our higher potential finds us when we set our course in that direction. iIgs the
POWER OF LOVE, compassion transforms insecurity.
I will always be here to support you.
PLEASE TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL
FREEDOM @ PEACE OF MIND
-sent by: ML
We left not so cool impressions when we first meet; it wasn’t love at first sight. Behind that ugly encounter is a hidden smile, curiosity trigger my imbalance scale wanting to gauge the real score about my senses. The situations permit the actions I gradually know her better as we progress our emotions becomes deeply connected.
My senses becomes here, hers becomes mine…sometimes we speak different language; it becomes attraction, magnetizing our inner soul to become one. We become inseparable in the midst of my insanity her blood was stirred by my spirit never tired of looking after me. We traveled together she feed me with my emotions, I cover her with comfort, support is unstructured it was dictated by our heart. She understood my actions; I support her endeavor, climbing hand on hand reaching our hands to pull us together which make us unique in every ways.
The woman I meet on my first encounter is beyond my expectations; she made me feel always part of her heart, part of her joy, part of her sadness, emotions that I will treasure, it is locked now with my vault of valuables - to protect from bad intruders. I picked my own sister from millions of human in the land of lamb, she picked me from hundreds queuing to her home, it was mutual reactions our eyes meet on the same directions. She put her body to become dagger from my fragile conditions carefully watching not to break any boundaries – respect bind us together.
We can be both cynical the day we first meet, indeed we took our senses to justify the impressions, it couldn’t happened without God intervention, destined to be with my long lost sister, best friend not to mention my soul mate.
The eight letter words are the only tribute I can give to her certainly it is more than enough to make her feel good.
I LOVE YOU MIGS!
- Mood: loved
The home where this girl grew up, windows, doors any openings are sealed, making sure that sounds in every wall is sound proof. People are staring on her window with an envious look, wishing they were living inside her home, wishing they were part of them. The house that project perfections, perceived as indestructible to the community. People inside the house will always talk in silence, expressing sensitive thoughts is not common. The blood that glued them together seems inseparable. They always whisper sensitive issues, sign language is common practice not to upset the concerned person. Dinner was luxurious serve with full menu; appetite of every one sitting on the dining table is enormous, picture perfect that everyone else would die to have, In times of tribulations, everyone is taught on how to react with some friends and neighbors, lips must be sealed at all times it is a must. If they encounter moment of sadness, moment of insanity silence is the answer-she learned how to speak to the wall. It was her childhood it wasn't her persona – it doesn’t describe her. Maybe she’s distinctively different, maybe she’s just dogged, and maybe she’s not really part of them.
She learned how to become friends with her wall, the process of expressing thoughts without interaction made her numb, deaf to sensitive issues, pain is her company, tears is her ecstasy .She learned how to become creative with her thoughts, writing becomes her passion, Mac becomes her best friend, and her readers become instant admirer. The tribulation that she had been through is her inspiration in writing; wisdom of learning is her teacher, mistake is her guardian angel. She learned the hard way to spell the words, composing thoughts into writing is painless - everything is delicately engraved on her brain, fingers guide her to right punctuations’ – this is how she was molded, exceptionally different, yet compassionate with her wilderness where she came from. Endearing to her companion, always transparent to her actions. This the girl you may love and hate not all of them may agree but she doesn’t behave like the way they wanted them to be, rather put sympathy to people who opted to stay from the door where she exit.
She’s the same girl next door trying to escape from the shadow of the wall, now she sharpens her heart with passion to make her feel better.,,,,,,,,,,,,
- Mood: thankful
As I arrived safely it was spontaneous reaction upon landing my feet home, my gear shift back in reverse, a man standing from the door waiting for me asking me if I want to take my lunch. I wiped traces of tears and pretend that I am feeling all right. I went straight to my room and greet my best friend Mac. There is a long messages around five paragraph sticking in my big wide screen it was Mac surprised to me. I read it carefully, every word is written by heart. It is immensely described the emoticons I displayed yesterday was seems finally answered. I went on and on and on until I finally feel that my face is shifting gear again. The shift moving onwards, hitting the accelerator ready to drive as if I wanted to go back to the bridge – to envision the famous landmark somewhere down under. I want to send the wave as my messenger to whisper my name across the sea, make a noise, dance with whales, and feel the air of the sea breeze. I can feel that someone is wiping traces of tears on my face, calming me with the scent of the sea, the smell brought me comfort–scent is wrapping all over my body. I can control my gear again, want to make it in slow speed, want to enjoy my trip, want to view my road and want to smile back to some motorist looking at me.
After a long drive to the house of serendipity, zone of my sanity I can assure myself that my navigator to my destination will work as fast as it can be as long as I control the wheel no one can distract my will,,,,,,,,,,,
- Mood: touched
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- Mood: disappointed
This is the new age of generations letting out is very uncertain, no guarantee that you can hold on with the flow, anyone can be disconnected without trace, anyone can change channel, it can easily disappear without notice. The power is very controlling, in a matter of seconds invasion of intruders will come in, distracting rare moment. What good is my intentions if I’m just guessing - if the presence of past still magnifying the window of my big screen –something is missing?
You can send your thoughts in a matter of seconds; on the other hand you can’t expect reactions right away. Isn’t that unfair despite modern age no one can expect perfections. The uncertainty is really high; you can just save it in your secret hard drive not knowing if tomorrow there’s going to be more to receive. All you can save is just hope that past has become mirror of trust to treasure the precious diamond that has been untouchable for two decades.
Hope is just letting out the truth, still carrying the vault of trust keeping it for so many years. The innovation hasn’t been perfect indeed it brought me so much surprises, inspirations, and re-discovering reasons in life. Let it out, it will make you feel better, don’t be scared – faith is your companion guiding you all throughout your journey to unlocked the door of your secret vault.
At the end of your journey a warm welcome is waiting for you,,,,,,,,,
- Mood: thirsty
It is time to feel the air, smell of the scent is invigorating, increasing intense of desire to make me feel better. No intention to open my eyes but rather feel the intensity of the spirit that is becoming more and more desirable, not wanting to end rather embed it into my skin to make it more unfeigned. The surrounding is seductively displaying anger, whispering to the wind, disturbing the silence of the sea, waves is dancing like crazy, my fear to conquer the waves, to fool around putting so much power to my brain unleashing my fear of water.
This is my melody, this is my lyrics, this is my song,,,,,,,,,
- Mood: grateful
